Heart attack!

Ohh my, I am so upset right now and I'm still shaking coz of anger and disappointment! I just came back from an hour and a half of babysitting coz the father attended a parents' meeting at the new kindergarten of the youngest kid. The mother went to Denmark this afternoon for a business trip and will be back on Thursday evening.

Before the father left, he instructed the kid to listen to me and they'll be allowed to eat some sort of oats before going to bed. They said yes and were nice, but when the time comes for them to go upstairs, changed clothes, brush their teeth and go to bed, they suuddenly became bitchy and didn't listen to me anymore. I did my best for them to listen, I pleaded in the nice way, I got angry and brought them upstairs by force, but to no avail they didn't listen. Thanks God the eldest child listened finally and did what I said. But the youngest kid wasn't listening at all and I was so upset coz I wasn't able to manage the youngest child. The father came and the child was waiting at the door, I gave up!

I really felt the my blood pressure is rising and until now it's still unstable coz I'm still shaking! Grabe, giatot jud as in lami kaaju i singgit sa kapungot diri!!grrrrrrrrrr..kung sa Pinas pa to dugay ko rang gipanglatos ning mga bataa..hahayyyyyyyy paita aning manarbaho ta sa laing tawo oii unja di pa jud ta toohan..as in!!!

I hope I'll be okey very soon, I need to!